No not Valentines, Very emotional day, the fact is after spending two weeks with my family & now being on my own again, I’m feeling a wee bit weepy peepy. Also a 2nd trip to Kansas see my Dubai bestie has fallen through again. I loved all my girls in Dubai and truth be told I’m missing them so much it hurts. I’ve met some lovely people and our play group is our saving grace but it harder 2nd time around, much more than I anticipated, when I met the sandpit ladies we all had young wee ones, all looked like deer in the headlights, we were all first time mammies, apart from Jen who we grilled for advice. However now I meeting people with toddlers (which is great) but I walking into activities where people already have strong established friendships, I feel like an outsider and it’s breaking my heart. The last thing I want this post to do is sound like I’m ungrateful, I’m not, I’m just sad, I miss the fact that If it’s a bad day I can’t just go to Monica’s sprawl out on her couch, watch jerseylicious and eat all her cakes.
I have actually had a great day even tho it’s a contradiction of terms, playgroup was fun LPV ate way too many Valentines treats and has been a pain in my arse all afternoon but in a funny way. My neighbour came by with her two daughters
and cake this afternoon which was really lovely and I just discovered a supermarket that is quiet which I can drive too and do the shopping on my own. Happy daze!!
Any way tomorrow is another day and Granny & Granddad Quack Quack are arriving in the morning along with Uncle Donal so we will have a fabby week with them, may even get out for a wee drinkie, fingers crossed
Happy Valentines day